Joshua Mason

About Joshua Mason

Growing up I never knew Christ. My parents were divorced by the time I was 4 years old. My mother met and married a man who would become my abuser. My earliest memories were of my father beating my mother unconscious and then throwing her left body across the room and watching it slide down the wall. If he wasn't beating her he was beating me to the point where I couldn't stand up three, four, five times a week. He had a son that was the same age as me he would beat his son too, he would be his both. He would always tell us "sorry it is how I was raised and it's all I know". He was a Goliath of a man 6'3, 300 lbs. This physical, and mental abuse would continue for all of us. At 7 yrs old my mother and h had a baby named Luke. The beatings became less there was love in the house. At 3 months old my baby brother Luke laid down and never woke up. My mother found him and ran out of the room screaming my baby's dead my baby's dead!! My stepfather ran in the room crying but there was nothing that could be done my little brother died from SIDS. We buried him and then the beatings became even worse my mother slid into a deep depression and she was no longer the mother I remembered. She would sit there in her chair and cry and my stepfather would beat all of us. Fast forward one year in a babysitter shows up and she is now going to babysit us with my parents start going out again on the weekends trying to clear their heads. This babysitter love to play a game where she would tell us she was going to sleep and then take off her clothes and have us touch her. My parents walked in one day after they came home early and caught us on top of her touching her and her naked. Of course this was a big deal and we never saw that lady again however this led to a early introduction to sex which led to a like long addiction to sex. One day my father accused me of stealing and shave my head and locked me in the room for 3 days. My mother snuck me out of the room on the third night and said I'm going to ask you a question but if you answer yes you can never come back. Of course I started crying and at that moment she pulled out an airplane ticket and said you can fly to go live with your father but if you take this ticket you can never come back. I took the ticket and life was great from that moment on as I grew up surrounded by love and Friends and no longer was I being beat. At the age of 22 I had a daughter, that daughter ended up suffocating to death at 3 months old..........